i would find a way without you. TORN BETWEEN MIRACLE AND FORSIGHT

June 26, 2008 at 9:48 pm (Uncategorized)

with out you theres something i could never do.that was right . staple the eyes and seven years you assured me id be fine if i comply. only push the way to find you..

FUck me in the bathroom. watching you walk away like nothing ever happened is like you never did exist. i was right to believe that the music was the source. now you have something to blame. sorry i couldnt be the one you blamed.

sorries wont get it back. sit. down. in the. last .position.

  • come on!
  • i just close my eyes
  • feelings fail always
  • god doesnt!
  • what the fuck is that about huh?
  • tonight i could die and see
  • will i>? i dont know so should i reconcile now or when it happens?
  • un dignified
  • what happened to being happy without you?
  • new york = breakdown on the faces of the society

i never i wont i cant i dont theres no way

FUCK YOU AND TELLING ME I CANT OR I WONT>>>>>THIS IS MY FUCKING LIFE AND I WILL CHOOSE NOT YOU.

 

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morning glories

June 26, 2008 at 5:59 pm (Uncategorized)

Ok so selling my car is going to be more difficult than i thought….no title means i have to do bill of sale on good faith.. nearly impossible to sell a car with no front window, tags, nor lights….

GOD< THIS ONE’s ON YOU DUDE.. YOU CAN DO IT I KNOW YOU CAN!

SO with my meager breakfast consisting of carrots and coffee I adam Bubert am ready for this day..  How may i kick its ass today and be productive in my search for money to take me on my trip you may ask? i dont know how or when the fuck i will but bube always seems to have things work out in a bube little way.

YEAH DUDE!  i9 dont know… AHHHH…. god my head is killing me.. i prolly shouldnt have smoke all those water botles last night.. fuck it

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naked in line waiting for my ice cream

June 26, 2008 at 9:16 am (Uncategorized)

2;07 am

  • first off i am nude, my ass is funny cause it spreads across half of the width of the chair..
  • the cloth feels nice on my hole
  • take a shower
  • look at a naked midget
  • laugh
  • pray about new york
  • hope robbie munn will give my paper work back tomorrow
  • jeff hung out till he had stoney eyes
  • theres a girl with 8 limbs
  • nigga
  • techknowledgy is amazing

One night in Bangkok and the world’s your oyster
The bars are temples but the pearls ain’t free
You’ll find a god in every golden cloister
And if you’re lucky then the god’s a she
I can feel an angel sliding up to me

Dude this shit is crazy im going to nyc and dont know what im doing. but i do kinda. i am going with the goal of making a goal. if that makes sense. i wanna play music. do plays. sing dance and bloddy my hands with crimson passion. eat awsome food and be an explorer. i want to fight fires and find jesus in the subway. i told myself id be back

 

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jeremy and jeff locke

June 26, 2008 at 5:16 am (Uncategorized)

they helped me today with th life changing desicion of making a blog..

it was nice…

 

 

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